yaaaaaay!!!! for my new layout!!! the sweet nanaho_miharu made this for me....^^...its kinda not like most i've seen on lj but yea i like being different...hehehheeee...but yea she is soooooo wonderful for doing this for me......the non talentd me....:(.....i cant do any graphics at all or wallies.....yea boring me....and without help from all my lj friends and comms......my lj page would be.....yea BORING!!!!

yes i have all the wonderful ppl on lj that helps me out even if they are busy...^^....well...i havn't been postin for a while now since i finally got my internet back....but i hope that all my friends here on lj wont forget me or think that i was ignoring everyone........no oh god no...i would never do that!!! its jus that i've been soooo busy with school and of course.....i lost my net connection due to some unforeseen expenses that certain teenage family members rackd up!!!!! yea it was freakin $1200.00!!!!! yep damn teenage nephew of mine calld their girlfriends!!!! and with where i live.....any place 1 mile away is considered long distance.....yep sucks!!!! but hell they r gonna b payin me back when they get a freakin job!!!! yep $1200.00 later and finally my PRECIOUS internet....heheheheheeee.....took me almost 3 freakin month to pay that off....:(..
but now i'm back to being my happy normal self......*humming and dancin like a princess*....ok enough with this looooong post......hehehehheeee........Y^-^Y

oh god this is such a relief!!!! after almost 3 months without internet!!! i need to catch up with all of u.....well how is everyone doin???? i hope all is goin great and fine....er...fun? well cant wait to get back to reading stories from the lovely tiger_eyes90......sorry i've been missing in action...but i'm back now n hopefully no more interuptions....d^-^b

my 6th day was also a lazy day......thats a happy day for sure.....on and my best friend came up from sacto and we went out to have dinner at a buffet....the good ol' times....pigging out at a buffet...^^....oh happy eating day!!! yea i love food....but i hate the weight gain!!!! well....thats all for today!!! ^^Y

my day 5 was just a lazy day.....oh and i got my gazemail secret santa gift...yaaaay!!! i got a poster of aoi.......my favorite aoi era too!!! i got to take a pic and post it.....but i'm kinda in the lazy mode......i got to stop being sooooo lazy and start posting the post cards i got from my gazemail friends and snailmail friends.....i'm soooooooo sorry to all that i was soooo busy until this week.....now i'm just plain lazy......er...ah....relaxing....^^....well i will post all those nice postcard....i just havent had the chance to scan them or take pics of them yet. oh well, thats all for today......^^Y

yaaaay!!!! i'm done with my finals!!!! that sure is a happy day for me!!!! now i'm just gonna be a lazy bum for a few days.....well....now that is.....i had to do christmas shopping with my mom today. fun but yea it was christmas shopping.....hahaha....for gifts for everyone else....not for me....:(....but its ok....=)....i enjoyed spending the day with my mom. wow! lots of happy things happen for just one day!!! the sad thing is that i'm still not done with my christmas shopping!!! i don't know what to get for my mom. she have almost every thing already. oh well....i still have some time before christmas. ok.....i'm gonna be a lazy bum now.....hehehehheeee. ^^Y

today....nothing happened. i kinda over slept.....i guess thats a happy thing. we all need the extra sleep anywayz, right? i didn't do much except i am now studying for my sociology finals. i just hope i pass this class with at least a B. i wont get any rewards if i get anything below that. ive always had A in high school.....now that i'm in college.....im kinda slacking....theres just toooooo many things to do!!! there is just one me!!! this is when im praying to clone myself. damn the real me will be sitting somewhere relaxing....n stalking my jrock mens.....heheheheeheee.....no wait i might need a clone to help out....oh well, thats all for now....dont need to be mixing everybody in my strange fantasies now do i? ^^Y

ok.....i missed one day.....been busy with my studies that i forgot to post my second day happy memes....well, today i'm studying more for my finals and the happy part is that i finally get to decorate my christmas tree!!!! yep....i help put up christmas lights and all the good stuff. now my house looks really happy with all the decorations...hehehehhee. theres nothing more happier than having the christmas spirit i guess. i personally don't care too much about the gift giving part because i don't get any gifts...:(....i do all the giving and don't get anything in return. but its ok....i love to see all the happy smiling faces of my love ones when they open up their gifts. thats all that matter. i'm sounding like a scrooge!!! oh dont get me wrong....i get my own gifts....and thats usually something big.....oh yea....thats how i do it...hehehehehee. ok back to studying......^^Y

i wish i can go see their final tour in LA!!!!! they are a great band and their music is super awesome!!!! ^^Y SPREAD THE LOVE......the BLOOD line LOVE!!!!!

Tagged by the lovely lorikslady

The rules are that for 8 days you have to post something that made you happy that day. Tag 8 people to do the same.

Day 1:

hahaaha......i've been tagged....oh well i guess all i have to do is hope that for the next 7 days all good and happy things will happen. ^^

lets see today is still early.....not much have happened but hey i got tagged!!! thats a good thing and i snagged some awesome HOTSEXYdamnGacktZHOT pics from ryuik. i'm still drooling over the pics!!!! thats it for today....hehehehehheee....^-^Y



i'm gonna tag you guys!!!!! so please participate...^^

zero_dice, goku_the_saru, tiger_eyes90, nanataka, ninamori_san,efria, buzz6, and btzone (i tagged you because i'm sure you'll have a lot of great b-t stuff to tell us about...^^)

hahahahaaaa.........yes boredom do make you do things....^^....well, i've made this fan video featuring my HOTSEXY Iori and the rest of the HOTSEXY Phantasmagoria mens. Sorry if its a bit weird.....I'm not very talented in these things.....*covers face with hands*........but anywayz, I really love this song by michelle tumes, it really makes me think of Iori every time i hear it.....hmmmmm....I wonder why?......maybe itz because he is the CenteR of my UniverSe.....or at least I want him to be.....heheheheeeee. but I hope you all will enjoy my obsession with Iori....^_^Y


oh and btw.....I would also like to THANK all of the people whom I got scans and pics from, if I didn't mention on the video. THANK YOU!!!

OMG!!! i've missed everyone on lj!!! for all of you that i've missed your birthdays, HAPPY BI-LATED BIRTHDAY!!!! i hope all your birthdays be filled with lots of happiness!!!

well, i've been missing in action lately.....been away all this week and been sick...:(.....thats the bad part. the good part is i went to another concert! yes, crazy me is addicted to concerts.....after seeing suicide ali and kaya at pmx, i went to see a thai concert.....lift & oil.....i love these guys!!!! i saw them in thailand a long time ago and when i heard that they came to the us.....i was like there!!! i pretty much followed them to 3 frickin cities!!!! well, not exactly......i happen to be in the same area they were at......kind made me feel like i was an obsessed fan or something like that....but i was planning on going to the sacramento concert. i drove 10 long long long hours just to try to get there. they played in fresno on friday night and i missed that one too. i at least got to see them and took pics with them in sacramento tho.....sorry can't show anyone that UGLY pic.....i look like a living dead because i drove 10 hours just to try to make it to the concert. i was disappointed that i didnt get to see them perform that night, then the manager told me that they will be in san francisco the next day so i decided to go to that one. i was suppose to go with my friends and my sister but they refused to go because of the bad impression they had on oil at the concert that night. my friend told me that he was a little stuck-up and didn't seem like he appreciated the fans. i wouldnt be too if the fans was 98% women and was drunk and rowdy and a fight almost broke out! i thought that was a really bad thing for them to see the us fans acting like that....very unlady like no matter how you look at it.

i got there late and was the last one to take pics with them......like all the other photos i took with bands, i was the last person.....kinda nice in a way to be last because you kinda get stuck in the band's mind or eyes because you are their last fan to take pics with them....or maybe its bad? because their impression about you would be 'hurry up you stupid girl...get it done and over with because we are so god damn tired!'? well, whatever it is.....i was happy to at least get pics right?

okay, to make a long story short, i ended up in san francisco by myself at lift & oil's concert. it was awesome tho!!!! i had fun and lift & oil was sooooo cute and fun and they were nothing like what my friend and my sister said they were! the staff remembers me from the night before and they like made sure i was able to get close to the guys! i felt so special. whats sad was i had to be in LA by 7am.....i didnt leave san francisco until 2am.....there was no way i was gonna get to LA by 7am.....oh and the staff told me that they will be in LA doing a concert on tuesday! i was like.....i love them but i'm not that crazy to follow them all over cali!!! i love my jrock mens too damn much to follow others....*sighs*.....yea crazy me! heheheheeee...........anyways....i'll post pics later when i load them to my computer.....ah....maybe.....i kinda look really bad in pics.....thats why i hate to take pics....i just can't look decent in pictures! we'll see........^^

heres to wishing you a very HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! sorry i'm not very artistic or talented enough but its the thought that count, right?






enjoy your special day with your friends and family!!!!

oh god!!!! i'm up waaaay to late!!! i'm studying for my biology mid-term. its today and i'm still up!!!! oh how stressful..=(....

anywayz, i finally figured out how to upload pics from my phone to my laptop...yaaay....now i can show all of you how i look like. i don't take pictures much.....not the photogenic type....

i'm actually putting my pic up because a while back someone thought that i was one of my classmate's mom! T-T............i wonder if i look like i have a 19 year old child....oh well, here i am..........
( how old do i look? )

damn!!! i've been trying to order my mangas since friday and the stupid site keep saying my account is invalid!!!! i'm soooo stressed out over this! i emailed them to see whats going on and they haven't reply yet!!! i've been ordering from these people like every month and now my account is no longer valid???? i wish i can shop else where but their mangas are the cheapest that i've seen and i love that i get my books in 3 days......i hate to wait!!!! i wish they would just hurry and get to my email......@zero_dice......this company need you there....i need to chat with a live person that can help me.....sorry to bring you into this...^-^Y....but if your boss need to prove that they need your dept.....believe me.....we all need a live help!!!! aaarugh!!! i'm gonna have to wait.....T-T

sorry for the belated wish!!!! i hope you had fun on your special day.....i went and celebrated your birthday with SUGIZO!!!! it would've been fun if you were actually there. one day tho we'll go see the gazette together right? ^_^

well.....on my friend's special day, i skipped school and went to see SUGIZO who is touring with juno reactor. i have no idea who juno reactor is but it was well worth seeing because of SUGIZO. he was sooooo lively and fun on stage.....juno reactor's music was more towards jungle type of music but with sugizo's excellent guitar skills.....the music came together well.

i was kinda on the 'yeah i don't know if i want to go in' at first but i decided to get the tickets and went in anyway. i wasn't gonna let my 3 hour drive go to waste. i'm sooooo glad that i decided to go because SUGIZO is very cute!!!! the pictures i've seen of him on his web site does not do him justice. he is soooo much HOTTER in person!!!! i was sooo close to the stage that i swear i can feel him breathe on me!!! i mean i did go all that way just to see him. i'm a little upset that i didn't make it to his autograph signing but i had so much fun at the concert and i did get to see him up close.

he's small and short tho....i guess like most jrockers.....i'm about 5'6" and hes like up to my ears!!!! soooo fun and lively on stage tho and thats what i like about him, besides him being soo SEXY and HOT looking that night.....but then again...the venue is for 21 and over.....maybe it was the drug and alcohol? just kidding.....he REALLY is very good looking. i'm not disappointed at all and now i'm a fan of SUGIZO!!!! yaaaaaay SUGIZO!!!!!

at least i didn't leaver empty handed.....my brother manage to catch one of the two guitar pick that he threw out to the audience. when sugizo threw the first one i was like 'its okay....i get to be up close by the stage anyway'.....and when he kissed the second one he threw out i was like....'damn wish i could've been back there'.....i made my way back to where my brother was and he surprised me with the kissed pick!!!! sure made my day happier!!!! ^_^

i had soooo much fun and now its back to school and tests......which means i have my japanese class test today!!!!! oh well.....now i hope to go see SUICIDE ALI this november!!!!!! at least this time i don't have to ditch school!!! ^-^Y

i didn't have school today so i decided to go do a little shopping......i'm kinda poor right now for any shopping.....but, its been a while since i did clothes shopping. well i went into a TJ Max and guess what i found? i found some ed hardy clothing!!!! i was soooo surprised because here in this small town...you don't have much choice for fashion....at least the 'in' fashion.....i usually go to a major city if i want some in style fashion or i buy them on the net.....but then i don't really follow the 'what's in'.....i do my own style and wear what i like....anyways...i'm a big fan of ed hardy stuff....they're really expensive and lately i can't afford anything from ed hardy. so i took a bunch of stuff to go and try on...i really hate trying on things right now because i've gain a lot of weight, these past 5 years. my cousin came to visit me earlier this year and she was like "OMG your're soo fat!!" yeah nice thing to say to someone, huh? i don't think i'm that fat. i used to weigh like 105lbs and now i weigh 130lbs. i'm 5'6" thats not too fat, right? ....*thinking i might be in denial*....well, i'm okay with my weight right now but i don't mind losing maybe 10 lbs...things fit me more now than it used to tho...anywayz, i manage to snag up two cute tees.....i spent $100 on both of them....still pricey for t-shirts but i spent more on them before. i did get two tees for the price of one or half a t-shirt at ed hardy stores. its really bad that i spent this kind of money on clothes and i might have to starve for a bit but its been a while since i did any shopping.....so, its like a reward for myself......i believe in rewarding yourself once in a while.....you do a lot and you don't get anything in return...so guess what? yep! shopping is the reward!!! at least thats what i tell myself. ^-^

up late studying again.......tired but i want to see this!

in san francisco on the 23rd.......i got school tho and i cant miss it......but ill have to see....maybe i can......*trying to find excuses to go*......im not a big fan of him but i just want to see him......maybe he can change my mind when i see him live. its always better to experience the live to become a fan.....but for B-T and the Gazette? i just need to love them and pray to experience them live.....hehehheeee.....oh yeah one day....hopefully next year....but for now i just want to go see sugizo live.....im sure it will be fun.